Diary Entry

Dear diary,

I cannot believe that I have done such a thing – to allow my sister to drive! She is now arrested, and a criminal record can never be erased! Why should women be arrested for driving in this kingdom? The law which bars women from driving is simply ridiculous! My sister wanted to fight for the rights of women under this oppressive rule, and of course as her brother, I ought to support her, thus yesterday I decided it was appropriate for her to be at helm and accompanied her onto the streets to protest. However, a great commotion ensued and we were soon surrounded by police. In the end, perplexingly, they arrested my sister but let me off! I just cannot understand. Why is my country so prejudiced against women? Women are definitely as able as men!

As I calmed down and reflected upon the incident, I could not help but question why Saudi Arabia bars women from driving, while other countries do not. Religion certainly was the greatest factor, but in terms of religion, most countries in the Middle East have Islam as their official religion. This only succeeds in proving the absurdity of this law because those countries do not bar women from driving! Why is my country so unique and much more oppressive than others? I just cannot understand!

Now, I am facing an increasing doubt of faith in my religion. I even thought of going against the government. However, what position am I in to do so? It will only result in a similar outcome which is failure, am I right? I am saddened and frustrated over the fact that nothing can be done to achieve equality in the country. I am now at a loss, but I must not collapse for I will have to bail her out later. I must put on a strong front to cheer her up amidst adversities, but I am struggling to accomplish that! Please tell me what to do! Please!